Im in bed right now writing my thoughts out. You were supposed to stay up and talk to me because i missed you, what happened? I know, karen came in and then you replied for a while and then stopped. My guess, you slept. Im so tired of waiting for you to respond, thinking youll come back to me when clearly you are sound asleep. Im frustrated, edmund. Dont mind me for feeling like this. I have every right, dont i? Dont i have the right to get mad at you too? To want to be alone for a while so i can sulk and sort out my thoughts? Im only a person right? I have a lot of emotions. I get hurt easily. I dont like being alone. I dont like being neglected. I am just in a mix of emotions right now. Its a bit after 12. Im not giving up on you though. Its because I love you so much. Its difficult at times but i wont give up on us. I just wanted you to know the reason for my sadness.